Una Khaballa, que pareció mufa. Relato del Clásico, Boca-River.

Empezó como una Khábbala, lo que desde un principio sabía iba a ser una aventura. Era el clásico Argentino, River-Boca. Sin necesidad de aclaración allá fuimos como mi  Pincher Dobbermann,  mi perro de compañía, mi  hincha del dortmund.   

Cabe considerar que  vivo en la mejor zona de una ciudad, por donde sale el Sol. El oeste.  Y allá  fuimos, hacia el gran estadio Alberto Kempes, ícono de la  promesa Argentina, una de las capitales más ricas del país de la plata.  

La travesía nos llevó pasando puente tras puente, obviamente tuvimos  que pasar por los fans Bosteros, para llegar al apreciada  entrada Wellington, entrada designada para la banda roja! Allí llegamos, donde escuchábamos los cantos de la hinchada, donde veíamos cómo entraban las barras bravas, donde la PolitzeiGewalt  se presentaba atenta y se preocupaba si mi can tenía agua.  Gritaban los goles, con tan sólo siete minutos se dió el primer gol del colibrí. Quien antes que termine hizo otro, para terminar el partido, eliminados en un 3 a 2 ( sad moment). De por sí se sabe que no voy a comentar el partido porque para eso lo tienen que ver, partido espectacular! Les costó a los hinchas Bosteros, ganarles a los Milloranarios.  No temblaron con el último Gol! Un último grito que los dejó atónitos, que demostró que no debían dormirse ante el más grande. 

La banda quedó  eliminada, lo que llevó a que los azules-amarillos me griten  muerto!  De todos modos esta entrada, es para recordar que se marcó un nuevo comienzo. Vienen tiempos de paz,  tiempos de estabilidad. Se vivió un jornada tranquila, se movilizó el país, se llenó de hinchas la ciudad del cuarteto, con el mejor de los partidos del año que pasa. El año del dragón de madera va para bien! Aquí estoy queriendo comentar mi kábbhala. 

 Sé que no fuimos mufa ( we didn’t jinx-it),  es más podría decir, que antes un colibrí sincronizó en el 444, para darse un 555, en un partido que termino, 3 a 2, por milagro o no (?).  Otro grito de gol. 

Lo más gracioso es  que yo sabía, y no sé   cómo pero ya mi tristeza se había dado antes de que terminen de entrar todos los hinchas. Es como aquellos que ya saben que va llover, pues, sí, íbamos a perder. Pero estar allí no era cantar y festejar, sino estar. 

Ser parte de la hinchada es una cosa única de este país, el fútbol es lo mejor que tenemos. Somos los campeones del mundo actuales, con tres hermosas estrellas! Somos los más grandes, somos los millonarios, ahora somos unos muertos, pero se vienen más  copas, y más encuentros. La  belleza de escuchar dos hinchadas cantándose, se las debo. El mejor partido del año, lo viví desde afuera pero esos gritos fueron como estar allí adentro. 

Gritar Gol, es algo único. Viva el fútbol carajo! 

Love and Tears

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 I have to say something. I must express, have the chance to say what I feel. I don’t feel ok. I can tell that I’m feeling sick. Empty inside. Having nothing, that I would say I love from me. I’m bad for for you. Realize that thinking that I’m wrong take you to fear. I feel like I’m not good for you. But, why? I can’t find the reason why. I can’t and I wont think that I’m wrong when I had good feelings for you. I was feeling happy, I wanted to be better, because I was falling in love. Sad to know that I wouldn’t be what you want. That I’m not good for you. When I’m not what you like. 

I’m right now, because of you. All that I can say it that I loved you, someway. 

Dobbermann hunde

Basic Astrology, Moon Nodes.

 So, I guess that you like astrology  or you noticed that everyone ask  your zodiac sign nowadays.  I got pretty common to ask the position of your planets on a zodiac chart. I believe  that is important to understand your zodiac chart but is not only about it, is also to understand that is not about your sun position (Like saying, I'm cancer), is about being capable of reading your zodiac chart like a whole. 

The main feature that you  should check, and that common to mention is the moon nodes ( north and south) . The whole chart,  I mean all the planet positions,  the twelve houses . rising sign in your zodiac chart go around  the moon nodes.  It's been said that this position establishes your past and also your future, everything goes around this feature.  

What I'd like to emphasize is that we can understand ourselves more by find out what characteristics has our moon nodes. 

I'd like to notice also, that  Chinese astrology is similar to this feature.  Did you notice that the chinese astrology is by year, as the moon nodes does.  In a way, we can  translate the Chinese Astrology into  out western astrology like the moon nodes.  

The Sun position is a goal, is process that we go to accomplish. The moon is the way feel, is works as the way we interact emotionally with the world, and the rising  sign is the way the world behaves with our self. Then we got the way our mind work, mercury. Our way to attract  o feel attracted, Venus and Mars. The position in the houses depend in which way this planets are going in interact with the destiny. And here goes the thing about the moon nodes. There's much written about it, but is what we are, in a way that everything on our zodiac chart goes around. 

So, We should ask, which is your moon node? Mine for example is,   north node: Aquarius VIII. 

I'm going write more about this, but  right this is what I can deliver, for now. 

Here goes the link to discover your zodiac chart 

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Here I’m complaining. Things of everyday, funny moments.

 

I’m  don’t know why, I wish I could be able to say what I feel. That’s what  I’m trying to do now. Here I’m trying to understand, to realize why I feel the way I feel.  Why  I do the things that I do ?  How hard can be try to be with people, to share time with strangers,  sharing answers and feelings. I like to interact with people, I try to feel good with people that I don’t know, but still is hard for me start a conversation, have a first step. Here I’m traveling, having one of the few trips of my life,  that kind of moment that you never forget, and here I’m on myself, alone, trying to understand myself, and not even do what I can do, for sharing time with strangers. Is funny how feelings  make you feel wrong, how from one minute to another you don’t even do what you have to do for feeling better. How good kind you feel when you don’t even try to behave different. To do what you have to do. Here I’m. Trying.   Actually, not even trying, just being on my own. 

It’s good to know that  I’m again writing some  words. Such a place, such moment.  There’s always things to do, that’s what  I’m doing, complaining. Trying to feel better, by having a moment with myself.    That moment when you don’t know what to do, where  to go. When you realize that you can’t do everything you want because of money. How many things  would be nice to do, but you realize that, as there’s a lot of possibilities, there’s many more that are imposible. Like a sport advertising  used to say “impossible is nothing”, what a lie.  Is easy for marketing to say that everything is easy, when the only thing they do is offer something, just one thing of the whole. not everyone is rich.  A lot of things to do. A lot of things to try, much more that I don’t even know that exist.   What should we do ? Is  that the way  that things should be? What  should I  feel ? What else can we do when  there’s a lot of things offer to us and we can’t get them.  So much to try, so much to do, so much to understand, a whole world, just imagine, and still we have to live in a place. We can’t be everywhere. Many shops, a lot of styles to have, many looks, and most of the people end up just   spending money on drugs, feeling pleasure. How funny, how nice, how great, and much more to do,  and we choose to forget reality,  we choose the easy way,  the little things that we can do. Good to know that I’m not the only one that is feeling wrong. How good to know that  we can feel good  for a minute. How good pleasure can be, how important, how much money moves, how our society is make of sacrifice and pleasure,  one for getting the other. How we work pretty much all our time of our life, for having a little time of pleasure. How much do we need to feel pleasure, that we are exchanging life  for little moments. On you own, with friends, family.   Such a weird thing that thing that we call life. Go ahead and try, or not even try, “just do it”. 

Artificial Inteligence, AI, inspired by you.

 This image's been inspired using an AI, which is an extraordinary technology. Now we can create using a  simple text or some drawings a beautiful anime, or  art nouveau. To do this  I used one of my paintings which you can tell that there was a woman that wasn't crear, anyways for the AI was easy to create a beautiful woman,  using the same colors and adding some flower, daisies.  The application used  was, Fotor. This AI, has a promo, to  create as much as you want and for free you get some credits, first I guess is five and if you share the link you can get some more. Now I'm exploring this technology in order to  keep creating using my own creativeness. That's the real thing, is about to create,  to be  creators by using what we, as human beings  or civilization have had already created.  I've heard some critics that AI's and  social  network algorithms are using the user. The thing is that you can take control of you own world,  in a way that  your social networks algorithm can't  control you. So remember to keep being yourself,  don't play dumb. you are way much better than an AI or an Algorithm, or meta, etc. It's not about being against the world, instead is about being you the true creator.  Technology would keep  developing, and with it, civilization,  but the  thing is about now playing dumb. I mean don't let yourself, be control by tools you are the one that allows AI's and algorithms to be exist. The future is on you, the present is on you, the past is done, so do not worry too much, occupy, do create, invent, search,   wasting time is for  boring people, make the time worth. There's still a future to live.  To my mind, the real thing about creating good content. People, please!!! Be careful about how we use our time. C'mon, stop wasting your time on silly Tik Toks or reels, be more. I mean, create content, enjoy technology, bu you must know that we have to be better. While you are  following silly trends, or trying a  thousand times to do a silly reel, there are thousand more words in a book that you are missing! C'mon, what happened to  readers. I mean, I live in Argentina, and nowadays I guess  that pretty much not so many people read a book, the new generation got  dumb, too  dumb, to easy to be control. People is selling for a few  pennies  their information or  DNA to chatgpt creators. All I can say is that we have to be careful, is not about the technology, is about what  content we create with it.  Go ahead, use paper, use a pencil, and do some drawings and then use an AI, but take into consideration that you are the master mind. 

Opensea

Here goes the link to the AI 

Fotos

To be continued Part II

 Era necesario saber comprender el paso de Chronos, Saturn and Capricorn. Work  must  be progressive and organize.  I have a problem now whenever  I  write something, the languages come   at once.   I was trying to explain about how anxious  I feel every time that  new people give an opinion on me. I feel that I was missing something. I imagined that  could possible to start over, and that there's something that I was missing, I'm always living to the limit, and this mean  how much I did not do. 

The cold is coming, another description about time.  Cold April is coming, and when the nature start  dying, we are only starting a journey. I thought once that I could't recover. A time when I couldn't trust on me.  I felt like nothing couldn't be done  from me to change it, and that I 've done as much as I believed that was alright. I've always donee what I wanted,  there were much I regret.   First I must confess how much time invested  in trying to accomplish my North node Acuarios in house 7.  How important is to realice how every planet/archetype would work, works. I started  believing more and more in this ideas, that come and go. Feeling my fingertips cold,  autumn started,  the cold is always there.  The tress, can't forget,  nature is always there. Aries can't be forgotten in this journey. Every year we began  our year, believing that something new must come to an end,  or a new project to commit.  There's spam in trying to accomplish, and there's always negative feelings about keep  it up all together or quite anything that you've done. 

I'm always thinking  in new projects. I  always believe my self doing this, trying to accomplish something, and in my late years everything looks like I haven't done  anything for my life. Is very hard  realize that I have done many thing I wanted to do,  and believing how the  Arcane 22 , 0 , or the fool,  would've done of me alright. Believing and  learning about archetypes,  planets,  Liz Greene, praise the Queen.  

Reading Astrodients  right now and  understand  every meaning that even little asteroids play in our mind. 

Besides someone called me a looser only because I was smoking, only because I was too  pour in a country where 50% lives under the poverty line, words from a different language, and  a more successful society. Calling someone looser in Argentina, only shows how popular you are being ignorant and believing that talking about  people with a foreign word is something that doesn't belong of you. We live in a world of aristocracy, workers, and immigrants, in a world that fall apart. We shouldn't imply so many labels on people. Always was important for me stop being xenophobic, and perhaps more because people in a country in Crisis like Argentina, tend to do.  People coming and people leaving. The once that try to live the life, and the once that suppose to travel, and go on a holiday, and enjoy the city. There's also  some that really enjoy the city, on the big cars, and doing whatever they want. People that believe that without nothing you are nothing. We the argentinas believe  many things, we live in many ways, we accept some  and then we do more. Perhaps I'm playing this life in a way I can, with a speech within myself, this chat between what I've done and want to accomplish and those dreams about living the America  as one would possible.  When you realize that to think, learn, and study would excelsior your  Soul.  Life is complete when you realize that you have done enough. Perfects you want to learn more from the world, to have the chance to cross a bridge you ever walked.  I must confess that I'm a truly believer that  every first time counts, or starting a new routine. People that start habits, or go on a diet.  

I  don't want to  believe that I am not a looser  but is hard to feel it like an insult when you don't know someone. Perhaps I've should answered and  say something to a gold digger. Oh my how much this mirror is connected to what we believe that make us special.  Are you Aristos enough, of the new American feeling, are you Rich enough. We don't want to forget how special we are, but whenever you like being mean, you need to insult, deny, criticize, things that are worst that anything  else. I'm not a cursing person that reflect how not you I really am. Call me a looser, but at least I've read,  believed, and imagined those things that I couldn't have before.  One day you realized that you have more that you couldn't believe you could ever have.  

Welcome to my Blog!

After this cleaning, this rehab!  There's so much to do, and everything started with this blog. Tengo que empezar à penser en tout j'apris the last week! How necessary is to unblock your thoughts, and  from moment to another I inviting a reader. This blog is born after another blog, that I can't forget, "cicatrizqueloide", blog que había sido empezado  just after  my grant-aunt Oliva.  Habían palabras que se han perdido, que no van a poder volver a ser repetidas, como aquellos tweets gone forever, and those followers.  

I realize that is  good to appear in this reality again, to be part of society became the web. How much I'm thinking  how important is leave dark behind, and change after a  trip.  So now I must think in rehab and trying to erase yourself over again!  

The Chiron planet, the  archetype  centaur, is my first house made  hard to begin things, and be afraid of them. how many time I  quite for being frighten to those exams. I must become the best that I can be. I know that I've been dark, and to start over can't be always easy. One day at the time. I hope to learn  a lot more English this days, that  is beginning next April. I expect to correct any mistake that is my blog, now I'm working in labels. Is a good tiger year.  After not traveling to Chile in the rat year,   I stay home, Argentina, then before the pandemic I've chosen study again English Teaching, in order to be capable to correct and edit this book. I must print it yet, but soon when ready I'm gonna do it! 

I hope to  became a different book with this new entries. You may realize that once that the essay  or poem is finished there's my label, a part of  a dream, and things that I must accomplish. There's so many things that I stopped doing only because of  fear. I feel how much I'm unblocking, the most important Universal Grammar. Can't forget the thing I know, and  everything that I've learnt through the pass of the years. Right Now I'm 31, that book is part of 2014, now  I must re do it and work in more. 

I live in a country that right now everyone is believing that is time to leave. Old stories, always feeling how important is to  travel abroad , became and immigrant,  go to Europe, go to America, leave to Australia,  New Zealand... 

To be continued...

Pensando la Polis.

Aprender cosas que no sabía te lleva a un nivel de consciencia distinta. Tener contacto con pensamientos que uno tiene con respecto a la realidad y por sobre todo escuchar una forma de sentido critico que hace tiempo no escuchaba es necesario para romper con la monotonía del pensamiento.

Mucho sucede y mucho uno debe llegar a comprender con respecto al contexto que nos y me toca vivir. A medida que los procesos de la historia van sucediendo, se va dando posibilidad a nuevas formas de acción política, por sobre todo la captura de de formas de ver la realidad que uno no tiene en cuenta te hace cambiar la cabeza.

Mucho es lo que uno sabe, tantas experiencias, muchos textos que en su momento te cambian y finalmente con el paso del tiempo se olvidan. Los procesos sociales que acontecen, la forma de ver el desarrollo de una política internacional de imperio y el manejo de la información. La posibilidad de pensar, a corto y a mediano plazo como puede ir avanzando la política en nuestro país en relación a la misma decadencia del imperio y sus formas de permanecer, los procesos de adquisición del poder, el manejo de las ideas, el mismo desarrollo de acontecimientos que van marcando un rumbo.

Mucha información sucede, hay una constante de movimientos en la realidad que parecen permanecer. El avance del consumo, el triunfo de capitalismo voraz que al mismo tiempo va enfrentándose con contrincantes progresistas o pseudo progresistas. Toda una constante en la lucha por democracias reales, en donde son todos los ciudadanos, más allá de su poder económico quienes pueden lograr derechos sociales, y la protección de derechos humanos fundamentales para la constitución de la humanidad.

Que difícil es poder confiar en una forma igualitaria de la distribución de la riqueza, cuando hay estrategias del imperio para que nunca se logre tal cosa, bajo su propio beneficio.

Hay todo un tipo de situaciones que hacen posible que sea una igualdad, pero pareciera que falta mucho para llegar a una verdadera consciencia de clases.

Corinto columns, in San Francisco, California. Inspired by the greeks.